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Le Gasp!It has been a very long time since I updated ANY of my profile on this, and as I think I can estimate my last joural was writen last year I thought it would be best to update! (My previous was written shortly before boarding the plane to Greece last year, and now its only two weeks and I'm there again! :-) (Exited!)) Not alot to report on of any intrest, my current relationship is in shabbles so ... |
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Deep withinThe guilty pleasure, the mess it has made, Release or increase were my options weighed, The happiness I feel as it slices the skin, Hiding all the pain laying deep within. As it leaves my body and flows down the drain, I see my fears and I see my pain, Knowing and waiting for it to all come back, I realise there so much in life that I lack. No skins left untouched, or feeling bare, It’s m... |
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This worries meTell us your thoughts... Well I'm 22 and I'm into some pretty strange things like BDSM etc and well the main issue I want to get across is that I haven't slept with anyone but I really find both sex's very attractive including cross dressers and trans people. I don't drink and I don't like night clubs really apart from fetish clubs (sorry if this offends anyone) I know losing my virginity is... |
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ObsessionTheres this girl who i have known for sometime, i have never met her face to face but we talk alot. she relys on me for help all the time with a number of different issues and she constantly tells me of her plans to end her life, as i live so far away it is hard for me to help her more then i do but i try my hardest. she has recently confessed she is obsessed with me! she constantly looks at my p... |
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she made me feel really downi'v been a relationship for a year. and i actually have already love her since 3years ago, which might be a bit silly. what i'm gonna say is that we'v prepared to live together, and we made a future plan together. at that moment, i was so happy and felt so clear sbout my life. however,the plan was changed suddenly, just because she might get an opporunity to practise her life experienc... |
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BrokenAlcohol numbs the feeling I know will devastate me so utterly come morning. As though more hurt than this exists. I love her more than anything I've known, but she can see into the heart of me and extinguish the little flicker that burns, defiantly, as though it is as simple as blinking or breathing or existing. Athena declares war and I am the fatally wounded. Ambiguous chance for survival.... |
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skinney not a thing worth seeking.i wrote this about, and to a friend who was scaring me.In all essence of the word, skinny is to be considered good, but what if it were not so great. If one is to go from fat to skinny, be rid of there interior soul, become a different person, for they have lost what all else have known of them. "i get ignored for my stupidity, to throw up, to want to be thin."They rid there beauty, and essence wi... |
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Me & Lola's FreestyleLola: I went riding to my dealer, but he was dryMe: I tried to cry but couldnt confide in the feelings inside dead without a doubt i carried on with my goal through this drought I hunted and i sought but non the less this depression has been proven difficult to have fought poor and deminished i carried on as if there was some hope not far along money that i need to use and drugs that a... |
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Ugly Headshaking and Other Such NonsenseToday I watched my best friend and roommate walk out the door. She is not going for a length of time, she is merely leaving to go what she calls trolling. She makes it sound like this magical occurrence under this little bridge in our town, where they play music and dance and sing and listen to echoes. She's been on this path of self-realization and I resent her for it. I r... |
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MasochistI'm a masochist of the worst degree: it is not physical danger I crave, but emotional. Without fail, the moment I catch a glimpse of Hurt, I chase her into a clearing where I am forced to face her in all of her pride and glory so that I may be devoured whole. The predator lures me in with whispered promises of betrayal and deceit, and like a cat at the cream, I lap up every toxic morsel.Ever... |
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