Spirituality and Health
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An exceptional morningI am having a good morning. I have a cup of coffee, my dogs are sleeping on the floor by my chair, my girl has just texted me a lovely message and the sun is shining gently through the window. The girls have gone on holiday with their dad and although I will miss them it is the first time in a long time that I have completely to myself. I feel happy.Two weeks ago I was doing a job that I didn't... |
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Hep B?No I haven't got it. Or at least I don't think I do. Still yet to be told.Ok. Once in a while I'm given cause to get myself checked out at the GU clinic. My last time was 3 years ago and today I've been again. Damn the test is painful. lol.I got a bit of a puzzled look from the receptionists when I went in with my painted nails. They even had a bit discreat gossiping about it, although a nurse the... |
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Are the NHS an unofficial secret service or something?Ok. So I've had psychiatric problems since I was about 15/16 back in 1993. I've been on the list since 1995, but it was only in 1996 that by accident I found out I was Schizophrenic with the disorder having been triggered by my dad's death in 1992. I happened to find out by very naughtily reading a letter addressed to my adult placement landlandy. I've always believed in knowing my enemy though an... |
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Being needy......I am going through a very needy patch and I hate it. Trouble is when I am needy I don't do the needy thing and say 'feeling a bit lost and lonely here I need a bit of love' I do the opposite I shut down completely and act as if I can cope with the weight of several planets. It feels like if I show a chink in my armor then the whole world will come tumbling down. So one very short blog, from one ... |
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update 2So what has been going on since my last update?for sure its alot!In november I got with a loverly girl.Sadly it wasnt working out and in Febuary we split up.I geuss my work,college,lack of seeing anyone else and my total crush on someone else had an effect to play.In Decemebr I met someone else who unintentialy now turns out to be my current girlfriend.We met,got along grat as friends,she was stra... |
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things..............Have felt really good last 2 weeks, mainly cuz I've had money! been bit of wheeling n dealing to get sum funds! Me and my best mate jus finished a thousand piece wheres wally puzzle took us about a week, I've got sea monkeys as well :D But last night, all caught up with me and was in tears, hystericaly cried myself to sleep. Yesterday was my last ever counsellin session, as I'm now to old 4 t... |
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Dead cats, rabbits, trashed cars and funeralsSeven Years Ago......Five days before my father died I was driving through town on a busy dual carriage way at rush hour. My father was in his 80's and had been ill with heart problems for some time, I was due to drop in at my parents house before going to see a show in Kendal on a scouting job for work. I was feeling under huge pressure to be in two places at once so had decided to fit them bot... |
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YummyMumyTell us your thoughts... I want 2 no what gives people the rite 2 say i cant pray in there chuch cos im gay! I thort God Loved Everyone! .x.... |
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just for onceJust for once I want to not feel ill. Just for once I want to feel healthy. Just for once I want to not have to worry about my medication and hospital appointments. Just for once I want to be able to do whatever I like, with out wheezing and aching, coughin and sneezing. Just for a few days I'd like to feel how it is to not be ill with WG and Bipolar disorder. All I've known since I was small... |
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Beautiful DisasterI’m so sick of the endless dreaming, and trying anything not to fall asleep tonight. Everything seems to be so demeaning, I’m trying to hold onto anything that seems right, holding with all my might. Though its making me feel light headed, why is that light shining straight at me? Am I demented? Now why cannot I see? People must be staring, or am I just being paranoid? I’ve got to rem... |
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